Hey you, I don't know if I will actually send you that.
I like you very much you know, I mean I am attracted to you.
I don't know if you noticed, I often try to hide it when I am around you.
I don't want to bother you with unwanted feelings.
I would not like you to feel pressure, I mean maybe it would not be the case, maybe you'd
want it too.
I have to say I am really clueless about what are your feelings for me.
Sometimes I think they might be reciprocal, other times it's the other way around.
I am so worried to scare you.
I want you to know that if you don't want anything more, we can stay friends, ok?
That would not be a problem for me.
I really like you as a friend, I greatly appreciate having you in my life, and if it's the only
way you want it to be, that's fine with me, really, I am happy with it.
And actually, if that is the case, you don't need to listen any further, you can just delete
this message and that will be all, ok?
But if you happen to want more too, that would be amazing, I mean, I am so under your charm,
and the more I know you, the more I am, you're such a beautiful person, so caring, so delicate,
so adorably shy, and in the meantime, you have such a strength in you, you're so bold,
the way you balance such paradoxes just make my mind melt.
Actually, I was infatuated with you at the very first sight when I saw these handsome
tomboy girls that you are, you're so fucking cute, you know, your big eyes, the way you
can look at me sometimes when you smile, with fire in your eyes, oh my, I am so completely
blown by the intensity of your stare at those moments, and then you coyly lower your eyes
in such an adorable way that makes my heart melt down.
I am so fond of everything of you, the way you move, the way you speak, the things that
you say, the way you think, like even the little wrinkles in the corner of your eyes,
and your lovely lips, and I have to say, in those moments when our bodies casually touch
themselves, our hands, our bodies pressed against each other when watching something
on the couch, oh, I am just over the moon, how much I'd want to feel your skin against
mine, to feel the contour of your body under my hands, to gently devour your lips, and
do everything that you would like me to, whether you'd want it sweet and tender or rough and
impatient, maybe you'd want me to take control of you, or to submit to you, or maybe you'd
want us to switch roles, to play with power, oh my god, everything you'd want, I will be
into it, I want you so much, ok, ok, I will stop there, and just say again that it's really
up to you, if you don't feel the same things for me, I promise I will not be a creep, I
will just lock away all those feelings and be your friend, ok, I hope to hearing from
you soon, goodbye.
